Tears fall, but not the wall
Wishing for strength. Hoping for love. Living with faith. Smiling for life.
Happy Birthday Lauren Chee <3 <3 <3 I love you babe. For being there for me everytime I need someone and how you always manage to make me smile and laugh like some mad girl everyday <3 Know that you're special <3 Love you xoxo
Isn't it saddening and frustrating when you thought you are already okay, and somebody says, "you are not" It isn't annoying or something. It just make u feel that your efforts are all wasted.
Harry Potter was wicked!! But Snape and Dumbledore died ): Sigh, Freddie too ): I only cried at Ron crying over Freddie, that was really sad. The way Ron cried ): it's like ...
I'm glad everyday. I'm glad I am smiling and laughing everyday of my life.
Friends in secondary school, they are your precious gift of all. The most precious gift that you never want to lose, or give it away.
My energy is all drained. I don't want to type long. I have to prepare for my interview at TP tomorrow.
When you found people/friends that bring the best out of you, when you found people that makes you wear a smile on your face.
MT O level listening compre was an easy one. The answers are right in front of my eyes, and I'll be a fool to choose the wrong one. No offence okay T_T But come on, it's the end of MT O level paper. Next, wait for 11 Aug, for the grand finale.... Results O_O!!!
This post, will be dedicated to my friends, to those who were always there. To those, who never left.
Clear your eyes, Clear your mind
Don't you feel glad when you found friends that never judge you because of what you do? Even if they know all your weird stuffs, they still accepts the way you are? Because you are who you are?
Lauren said, she saw D&D, at parkway, holding hands crossing the road.
I'm always scared of what people says of me, what people look at me, what people comment about me. Yes, I'm a self conscious girl. A serious one too. If you look at me while talking, I will think that you're probably talking about me, and it's something bad. I will start to wonder what wrong have I done, Have I been irritating? Am I being bitchy? Am I being a flirt if I got close to a boy?Are they talking about how ugly I look because of my eyebrows? Sigh, self esteem
Okay, Harry Potter. I can't wait till Saturday. I don't mind watching it on weekdays, after school, but I have to go library and study like a nerd 8) Need to catch up on my science and maths!! ):
When I see your name online, my heart skips a beat. Why am I feeling this way when I have decided to stop looking back and look towards the future? ):
Today was a bit boring at first, but was so fun at the back.
I've made up my mind.
People come and go. Some stay, some leaves. but those who stayed, matters. Those who left, they are just another chapter of your life
I'm really sorry. I really didn't know those small things affected you. I'm really really sorry.
Labels: Sorry
Totally screwed SS up.
A blessing to be loved. Appreciate what you have. Life might just rip everything off one day. But at least you once had it and there were no regrets
Alright! Today was awesome! I was some hyper kid since morning and I keep laughing non stop and talking to myself during history lesson. Cipto, Joey and Kinsen think I am crazy ._. they keep claiming my Eclipse -.- But in believing, "sharing is caring", I gave hahahah, but not all la. I'm not stupid.
Tomorrow is a brand new day. It will be full of smiles and laughters. I ain't letting anybody to bring me down
“I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.”
Okay, holy shit. I think I am the only one whose posting 5 posts in one single fucking day. I think I'm too addicted already, too addicted till I neglect my tumblr );
Okay, I totally dread that there's going to be E.geog tomorrow. I mean, it's like so weird. There is always only 1 period of elective humanities and now, there's two? I just can't adapt suddenly, although my power of adaption is really good (: (no kidding)
Okay, today was quite fun actually. Apart from the moody part of me being some emo kid, but I am okay afterall. Thanks to Jocelyn, lauren, Jessi ^_^ They are the best of the best man <3 lessons were okay today except Bio, where somebody is being so bitchy about everything -.- and even skipped the freaking biology lesson. English lessons were okay? Well, I got selected as the first person to do English conversation thing, and got screwed over. Alex keep giving me the -_- face, that mean alien. But hahaha he's nice to talk to :D very funny too!!
You know that feeling? That feeling of sadness and frustration on why are you feeling this way? You thought you're already over it, already moving on. But who knows? Just two people, doing what they should be doing, is affecting your mood, your life, your heart. I dont know why I got so emotional these days, I just cant help it.
Clear my mind and eyes, to get rid of things and people that I never want to see. Things and people that bring me down
People have been commenting and "mocking" my moustache or my eyebrow or whatsoever. Okay, thanks man. That's so pulling up my esteem. Spare a thought for a girl can? I have feelings too.
I don't know why.. I visited his blog which is probably dead. Already. Well, I saw how frequently we fought. Over small things. This is kinda stupid huh? Maybe both of us is just too sensitive, that we can't give what we need.
"I break down even though I'm still strong,
I may cry, I may break down so much. But my walls never collapse. It shakes, but never will it break.
Labels: Happiness
I have secrets that I don't dare to tell anyone, for fear they judge. This world is so judgemental. It's so hard to get acceptance nowadays. There might be people who do, but they are rare.
Hello people :) Today was awesome, well, until that part where I got back to school again.
I LOVE MUAH BLOG <3
2011, I can say.. it's quite a big turn for me. I've changed into someone whom I am always trying to find. The "me" that I am always trying to figure out. I may not figure out fully yet, but somehow, I will. One day. Just wait (:
Well, Brennan Varella Chang Marc that mushroom fan tell me to start blogging again. I don't know why I do that although I got a tumblr already. You better be thankful (:
Labels: I just want to love again