Sunday, 17 July 2011

Fear

I'm always scared of what people says of me, what people look at me, what people comment about me. Yes, I'm a self conscious girl. A serious one too. If you look at me while talking, I will think that you're probably talking about me, and it's something bad. I will start to wonder what wrong have I done, Have I been irritating? Am I being bitchy? Am I being a flirt if I got close to a boy?Are they talking about how ugly I look because of my eyebrows? Sigh, self esteem

I don't know. All these fears, are driving me mad. I pray, I hope for one day to be free from all these self-conscious ideas. I really hate myself for caring what people say about me. But I just can't help it. Sometimes, the comments are just to harsh. Too harsh for me to handle. But I have to stand strong. Stand firm to keep myself from falling for those idiots' comments

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