If I could be this happy.

Today was a bit boring at first, but was so fun at the back.

Went out at 1+, heading to Kembangan to meet Kianyong and gang for LAN. Hahaha they were late in the end, and so, Ferland and me went to eat Prata and I can say, not bad not bad. Then when I went into the LAN, it was so freaking dark, and so, I thought, "damn shit, I can't study already ):" But I watched the boys play anyway. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN 10 PEOPLE OR EVEN 12 PLAYING THE SAME GAME? They were playing DOTA at first, then they changed to Counterstrike, a game which you shoot people and the boys are like shouting all the vulgarities when they are dead.

AIYO, IT'S JUST A GAME... WHY SO SELIUS? Hahahaha but they are so cute, especially Kianyong, he's the one with the most actions. Zhihong was the loudest walao.. Brennan was the most quiet one. They changed to L4D2, LIKE FINALLY. PHEW. Some played as the survivors and some played the enemies (zombies obvious) well, the zombies died faster than I thought. Hahaha but the problem is they revive in 19 seconds -.- into a different kind of zombie, WOW.. I was so cold and bored cause Ferland left to meet Alvis. And so, I waited for 1 hour for them to finish off and went for dinner. Had Mee Goreng, cause I wasn't that full, having the fact that I ate one packet of chips at the LAN. LOL, then Abel and me started talking about camp rock and songs because I showed, "Whatever Major Loser" to brennan. We mentioned about the song "Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy" and then Abel said, "Alex's favourite" We called Alex and told him about it and he was like, "Fucking nice right, *points at me*" and I nod like some idiot ._.  It was interesting though!! Hahahaha

Walked a long lane of houses. I CAN SEE THE TOH TWINS HOUSE AND ZHIHAO'S HOUSE, WHICH IS JUST BESIDE EACH OTHER. HAHAHAHA SAW SOPHIA'S HOUSE TOO! Damn class. ): So envy but it was so scary if you walked there alone. It was so long and we nearly got lost T_T but eventually went to PP and started Pool.

I was so noob at pool. Brennan and Zhihong are all plo-fessional. Then when I missed my shot, which apparantly was an easy one, I am so -_-" I feel guilty and lost all shame and I think I embarassed them :X Then had some game, and Zhihong and Brennan began tutoring me. I SHALL NAME THEM MY SHI FU. BUT BRENNAN REMAINS AS JELLYFISH KOALA.. SAD SIO.... I realised where my problem was. My stability due to the shakiness of my right hand, screw it.. and the way I hold my stick, as in the way I place it. Walao, so freaking noobshit la me. Even Kian wee, first time player can play better than I do. KIAN YONG ALSO. Ohhh, Kianyong was so cute, he was so stunned by Brennan and himself that his face was like O_O!!! and he was so happy when he shot one ball in!! Hahahah awwww :D Abel is so funny over there, he encourages me a lot ah, and cheer me on ah (Y) (Y) I LIKE THAT ATTITUDE. He said something like, "OMG EILEEN, SEE, YOU CAN DO IT" okay, something like that :D Hahaha he is a good guy, really. (:

Happy times past so fast, it was already 9.30pm and I have to freaking leave that place alone and it's so fucking scary. BUT I OVERCOME IT ANYWAY. Ohhh about the scary part, stupid Brennan scares me about the dark room that we walked past and say, "dance with the ghost" because we were talking about his haunted room on the bus, and it's still creeping me out. GOSH. -.- Must boys always do this? -.-

I had fun today, although the LAN was so cold, and I was wearing sleeveless and shorts ._. who knows that place will be so cold. The only regret was I didn't get to buy my koi ): But it's okay. I have to honour the promise of quitting bubbletea for 3 weeks.

I wish I could have fun like this everyday, but O level is coming, damn it :_: But it's okay. After O level, party time

"I want to know the truth, but there's a major part of me that's scared of getting my heart broken. You were a good friend of mine, I hope you still do ):"