Sucks to be me

You know that feeling? That feeling of sadness and frustration on why are you feeling this way? You thought you're already over it, already moving on. But who knows? Just two people, doing what they should be doing, is affecting your mood, your life, your heart. I dont know why I got so emotional these days, I just cant help it.

I'm tired of going to school, feeling so tired and mind-wrecking that this feeling will come back again. I'm sick of crying in school again. I really really just want to live my last year in school to the fullest.

Is it so hard?